Blooming flowers across the Feeld in Wholesome Hot Girl Summer.
Why do I feel so good today? A query and ponder in automatic writing.
The obvious reasons. It could be because the sun is out, I'm wearing a beautiful summer dress I got brand new for 50% less than its RRP (all hail Vinted) and am absolutely and completely where I'm meant to be as a summer baby and peak proud Leo with my birthday approaching and flowers blooming all around me and the sun drenching my glorious tumbling slope of a garden...
It could also be because I'm ovulating, my Wholesome Hot Girl Summer is beginning, my likes on Feeld are popping off, I washed my hair before bedtime the other night and realised it's a game changer - I got SO many compliments on it the day after!?
Or maybe it's that my greedy silly social media-addicted brain is squealing with all the #content opportunities I've had recently and how many numbers I'm accumulating because yaaay validation is stats and engagement and follows and-- but it's not. I know it's not. I have in my IG bio, 'remember: social media is nonsense', for a reason. I don't want to be a content queen, I'm not equipped nor interested. I want to build a following based on authentic and organic non-nonsense of my own, and use my platform for good. I'm getting my head around it.
Maybe it's because I'm writing again, semi-regularly and almost consistently. I read a story of mine at an event last week, which got a lot of compliments - and even some chuckles. I'm pondering what to do next with this blog space (am I? I only realised that as I typed it, how funny), because Substack and Patreon and all those 'places' are arguably the better way to go these days but? Can I be bothered? Do I have enough room in my mind for MORE projects and platforms to check? Barely. I have a cat now, in case you didn't know.
As always, thank you for reading.
G. x
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